I GOT PREGNANT IN AUGUST 2019

I GOT PREGNANT IN AUGUST 2019 AND I WAS EXPECTING MY First CHILD MAY 22ND 2020 I WAS HAPPY AND PROUD THAT I WAS GOING TO BE A MOTHER for the first time I got my first ultra sound in October and that was my last 1 I had denied getting a down syndrome test and I went to get it in november they told me my baby's heart beat wasnt detected when I went back for another ultrasound I was so hurt that I lost it but everything happens for a reason I see that now