It’s been 4 months since I lost you.

It’s been 4 months since I lost you. My baby, who I’ve been praying for for 2 years. You were taken from me too soon. I had a missed miscarriage. My baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. But my body didn’t realize my baby died until 9 weeks. I birthed my baby. I don’t care what anyone says. I went through labor. Yes labor. It was the most intense and painful thing I’ve felt. I had contractions every 40 seconds for hours. Until I finally pushed my baby out into the toilet. The baby was too small to see. What I did see was my placenta & yolk sac. I took a picture of it, and if I zoom in, I swear I can see the baby. I still think about you everyday. Something wasn’t right and god has to fix you. But he will Give you back to me. Soon I hope. You were so loved & wanted. Even though I only knew about you for a month. It brought me so much joy. ❤️